I have never tried Heroin, Crack or heavy drugs. The day my boyfriend came out of the bathroom and asked me if the needle he was holding was barbed I made my mind up to never do them.
Thank you for sharing your experience with me. It confirms I made the right choice. Understanding the hold these have on people opens my eyes to what it is like being controlled by something other than yourself. Your struggles and growth in detaching yourself from crack, people and crack places is amazing. Your writings teach me how very hard it is. Very Proud of you for sharing your journey and helping others while you are helping yourself. Keep writing please!
Keith Urban had a history of substance (ab)use. People who self-medicate(d) should not feel embarrassed or ashamed about their addiction(s). Yet, addictions and addicts are still largely perceived by sober society as being products of weak willpower and/or moral crime.
At the same time, pharmaceutical corporations have intentionally pushed their own very addictive and profitable opiate resulting in immense suffering and overdose death numbers — indeed, the real moral crime! — and got off relatively lightly and only through civil litigation!
A very long time ago, I, while sympathetic, would look down on those who had ‘allowed’ themselves to become addicted to hard drugs or alcohol. Although I’ve not been personally or familially affected by the opioid overdose crisis, I suffer enough unrelenting PTSD symptoms (etcetera) to know, enjoy and appreciate the great release by consuming alcohol or THC. ... Typically, societally overlooked is that intense addiction usually doesn’t originate from a bout of boredom, where a person consumed recreationally but became heavily hooked on a (self)medicating substance that eventually destroyed their life and even those of loved-ones.
The unfortunate fact about self-medicating is: the greater the induced euphoria or escape one attains from it, the more one wants to repeat the experience; and the more intolerable one finds their non-self-medicating reality, the more pleasurable that escape will likely be perceived. In other words: the greater one’s mental pain or trauma while not self-medicating, the greater the need for escape from one's reality — all the more addictive the euphoric escape-form will likely be.
Societally neglecting, rejecting and therefore failing people struggling with crippling addiction should never be an acceptable or preferable political, economic or religious/morality option. They definitely should not be consciously or subconsciously perceived by sober society as somehow being disposable. But the more callous politics that are typically involved with lacking addiction funding/services tend to reflect conservative electorate and representatives’ opposition, however irrational, against making proper treatment available to low- and no-income addicts, including safe(r) drugs.
Too often the worth(lessness) of the substance abuser is measured basically by their ‘productivity’ or lack thereof. They may then begin perceiving themselves as worthless and accordingly live and self-medicate their daily lives more haphazardly. (Not surprising, many chronically addicted people won’t miss this world if they never wake up.) Especially when the substance abuse is due to past formidable mental trauma, the lasting solitarily-suffered turmoil can readily make each day an ordeal unless the traumatized mind is medicated.
I have never tried Heroin, Crack or heavy drugs. The day my boyfriend came out of the bathroom and asked me if the needle he was holding was barbed I made my mind up to never do them.
Thank you for sharing your experience with me. It confirms I made the right choice. Understanding the hold these have on people opens my eyes to what it is like being controlled by something other than yourself. Your struggles and growth in detaching yourself from crack, people and crack places is amazing. Your writings teach me how very hard it is. Very Proud of you for sharing your journey and helping others while you are helping yourself. Keep writing please!
Keith Urban had a history of substance (ab)use. People who self-medicate(d) should not feel embarrassed or ashamed about their addiction(s). Yet, addictions and addicts are still largely perceived by sober society as being products of weak willpower and/or moral crime.
At the same time, pharmaceutical corporations have intentionally pushed their own very addictive and profitable opiate resulting in immense suffering and overdose death numbers — indeed, the real moral crime! — and got off relatively lightly and only through civil litigation!
A very long time ago, I, while sympathetic, would look down on those who had ‘allowed’ themselves to become addicted to hard drugs or alcohol. Although I’ve not been personally or familially affected by the opioid overdose crisis, I suffer enough unrelenting PTSD symptoms (etcetera) to know, enjoy and appreciate the great release by consuming alcohol or THC. ... Typically, societally overlooked is that intense addiction usually doesn’t originate from a bout of boredom, where a person consumed recreationally but became heavily hooked on a (self)medicating substance that eventually destroyed their life and even those of loved-ones.
The unfortunate fact about self-medicating is: the greater the induced euphoria or escape one attains from it, the more one wants to repeat the experience; and the more intolerable one finds their non-self-medicating reality, the more pleasurable that escape will likely be perceived. In other words: the greater one’s mental pain or trauma while not self-medicating, the greater the need for escape from one's reality — all the more addictive the euphoric escape-form will likely be.
Societally neglecting, rejecting and therefore failing people struggling with crippling addiction should never be an acceptable or preferable political, economic or religious/morality option. They definitely should not be consciously or subconsciously perceived by sober society as somehow being disposable. But the more callous politics that are typically involved with lacking addiction funding/services tend to reflect conservative electorate and representatives’ opposition, however irrational, against making proper treatment available to low- and no-income addicts, including safe(r) drugs.
Too often the worth(lessness) of the substance abuser is measured basically by their ‘productivity’ or lack thereof. They may then begin perceiving themselves as worthless and accordingly live and self-medicate their daily lives more haphazardly. (Not surprising, many chronically addicted people won’t miss this world if they never wake up.) Especially when the substance abuse is due to past formidable mental trauma, the lasting solitarily-suffered turmoil can readily make each day an ordeal unless the traumatized mind is medicated.
Anxiously awaiting the next blog!