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Lunabelle's avatar

This was so well written. The pacing, the memories, everything really hit me. I felt the highs and lows right along with you. Writing and reflecting on this level shows just how much you've transformed. ✨

446327's avatar

I read this and I feel that frantic desperation that must have been so terrible. I don’t know why you would feel anything but ending things would be the answer. I don’t know how you did live through this never ending nightmare. You are an amazing human being when you can keep going after all that. I think you maybe sell yourself short on your abilities to cope and keep going on the journey of healing your own self. I commend you for sharing this. I know of a person going through much the same thing. I believe that with the never ending love of your Mom and close friends there was a link that was there in the back of your mind to keep going. You excel in this life and recovery path. You have all my respect and admiration for continuing this never easy route to a drug free life. Keep up the good work and know you have touched many people who are cheering for you. Keep up the good work.

De Quincy's avatar

As always, your encouragement means the world. Thanks.

Anna Reggio's avatar

I was stealing a few moments to get back to your stories. This was perfect. At the level WOW. And, the encouraging magical outcome was what I needed today.